The tune of every words in my head can appear many ways. Hesitation of making decision, the impact of my act in the future, the hopelessness when I couldn't reach the line I set to my ownself. Truthfully it is annoying. Truthfully it is heartbreaking. Truthfully it is exhausting. For all the time I let go in vain. For all the situation I let myself down. For all the reality which I keep myself running away from.
Take all your time that you need dear, life isn't fair. Reality is cruel. So, be it. You can't escape. Don't push yourself to a dead end. Because deep down... you know. You can. One fine day you will know you are more than what you think you are.
-We will survive this harsh world-
Back to 2019,
"NoHR, bila kau nak hantar karya kau ke publisher?"
Forward to 2020,
"NoHR, kau dah hantar ke publisher?"
To the present 2021,
"NoHR, hantarlah... mana tau rezeki kau."
-Amril Hayat-
Seorang sahabat yang tak pernah putus bagi pengecut ni semangat walau macam mana pun keadaan dia. Aku doakan kita sama-sama ada kekuatan yang kita cari tu, Am. Cepat-cepat sembuh, ok?
