It haven't been that long after my eldest and second sister get married. Of course I still come by to their house and disturb their peaceful life just like usual when they were single. Only difference now? I suddenly got an instant big brothers. Which I never had. It does feel a little bit weird because we suddenly have someone we can seek for help and to look for besides dad. From what I see? They seems to be genuinely happy now with their spouse. My sister who used to give me blank stare when I laugh can now laugh together over small things. It's easier to make her laugh now compared to before. And I am happy for them. One thing I ask my sister before, how does she know if she really meet the 'one'? The answer I received was a little weird? Because she said, "You just know when you meet one."
-Focus on things you have now before you lose it-
Kami yang berdiri bersebelahan pandang angah atas pelamin tengah mengambil gambar. Ahli keluarga yang lain sibuk dengan tetamu yang keluar masuk dewan. Achik senyum senget dengan riak mengusik.
"Lepas ni giliran alang pulak." Sambil menjongket-jongketkan kening.
"Nahh... I'm too busy with my life." Walhal dia tahu aku baru lepas dengan sejarah sendiri. Kebasnya masih ada. Pengalaman yang buat aku serik tahap dewa.
"Kalau hang nak 'jalan' dulu pun tak ada masalah," sambungku sambil memeluk tubuh. Giliran aku pula senyum senget. Tahu dah adik aku ni popular dekat sekolah dia.
"But I want more 'abang ipar'," balas dia memang meminta kena sekeh.
"Your next 'abang ipar' gonna be 2D." Aku kerling dekat dia sekilas sebelum menyambung. "Gojo Satoru."
Selamba badak aku balas sebelum angkat langkah ke gerbang utama
I used to say to my heart I should stop and I don't want to get married but after a longggg and deep thinking. I actually want but I am afraid. That's all. The time will come when it come. Right?