Tangled String

 

Most of the time it is not about whether you can or whether you cannot but more about whether you want or not. Many things in this world need to be forced. But as long as you want it. Supposely it won't matter because many times in life you will hesitate. Tangled with the sense of questioning your own self whether you can or cannot. I experienced the same as well before but know the solution for it is by forcing yourself to do it.

-Know your limit and learn to do beyond your limits. That is how we learn to grow-

Dear God, 

I tend to procastinate,

I tend to belittle the being you make us into,

I tend to give up, 

I tend to take lots of time worrying unnecessarily.

Thus,

Please blessed us with a firm heart to reached our goals,

blessed us with a quality time,

grant us the strength to get through the difficulties.

Make us your greatest warrior.

So we can contribute back to other people who need.

Amen.

Too much

 

When I play I play too much, when I eat I eat too much, when I sleep I sleep too much, when I stress I stress too much, when I start talk I talk too much sometimes. It's okay though. Play if you want, eat if you want, sleep if you want, cry if you want but don't normalize it as part of yourself. Don't be in that phase for too long. You can but not too long. Why?

-Because too much is not good-

Aku bukan gamers tapi untuk kali kesekian kalinya aku pandang skrin fon yang masih lagi dalam genggaman. Game mmorpg yang entah ke berapa aku main sebab satu-satu game tu takkan bertamu lama dalam fon aku. Ambil masa... ambil masa untuk alihkan perhatian dari fikir yang bukan-bukan. Balkoni yang biasanya jadi tatapan hampir tiap hari kini tak mampu untuk tarik perhatian aku dalam jangka masa yang lama macam sebelum ni. Mengundang untuk aku buat kerja 'gila'. Aku tak tahu andaikata aku terlalu stress sampai depresi atau apa tapi aku tahu aku tak okay. 

I'm grateful for my life. But this world is too much and too tiring for me. But don't worry, as usual I will be okay. Soon or later.