Taking about almost 3 weeks to recover, it do take quite some time for me to digest of what happening. And I think that was the first where my mum saw me cried that hard in her entire lifetime after my birth of course. To make things more dramatic, I even involved in a small accident that day and yeah the tears fall like a storm after that due to frustration and pain. Glad though because Allah give me some reason to cry which people thought I cry because I was in a lot of pain. It's not. Mainly it is due to frustration. Failing is not an easy thing to face but sometimes it is the best for you at that moment. For whatever reason He knows best... I keep my faith in His plan.
-Failing is a delayed success by anonym-
Mak : Fail tu benda normal, alang. Ada masa... Dia kena juga uji kita.
Ayah : Frust tak apa, tapi jangan give up
Dr. Zainura : The journey is long, its tiring, its hard but despite all... it will be worth. You have come this far, it means you can. Just a little bit more.
My heart: There is 'Khair' in His planning. Have faith.